Thrusday, A Fatigued Day.

 A meaningful, but a fatigued day indeed. A day which was filled which 2 tuitions, one of them is kind of a challenging tuition which need lots of patient,strength and hand-writing skills. Well, don't worry, i'ma tough enough. doesn't matter for now, as long as it works towards my future, let me gain what i yearned for. Then, it'll be more then enough. 

School times

Lots of homework that needed to be completed in time. Tomorrow will be weekends, but sadly, schedules are tightly packed! Additional Math, essay etc. Well, i shouldn't be that desolated  before i try. ain't?

Lack . Hot proper meals

Well, I have KFC as my dinner today. Not prefer, but forced to. I think, i need some proper meals which full multiple servings. Hmmm, soup! I lovin' it.

Thursday, you present me a hustle and bustle day, which filled with immersed activities and benefits throughout my day. Instead of mumbling about your presence, I'd like to go thru these no matter how tough it is.  Dont worry, my beloved! Good night and happy friday ;D

Newspaper!

Newspaper

Morning, when i went through a newspaper's stall. A sudden feelings burnt on my heart. STAR newspaper!  I think i should have one of them each morning. Well, as you know, i'm not good in English. Thus, it's a good way to attempt, either i understand all of them or not, it doesn't matter! ;) Life with newspaper, begin!

No more sandwiches!

Happiness wouldn't stay long, ain't? Maybe i should think the other side, a positive side.  I'll also stay on happily, even you and I are in a far distance. doesn't matter! ;) distance couldn't tear us apart, this is what you always told me. Hmmm, I'm indeed well-behaved girl nowadays. Do I, my prince? Tomorrow, my dear gotta go back to his college. Below is the list on What-To-Pack,exclusive for you:

• clothes
• towel
• water bottle
• charger
• earphone
• facial washer, teethbush
•  medi ( MUST!) panadol etc. 
• tiger notebook
• notebook's charger
• things for registeration
• books
• gougou 
• socks & slipper
• pencil box 

Lastly, the most important, that is, bring me along! ;)  And dont forget you haven't make my favourite tuna sandwiches for me ya, you owe me! :D Hope my dear can start a new sem happily. putting  more effort and attempt for your future, our future. I love u dear! 

Reblog! ;)

Well, since my dear that his baby got a little blogger here, Thus i've made my little decision to update my blogger more frequently. And my dear do think so too. Some more, he promised to update his blogger often too. Hope that he will always check up to my little-sweet-hearted blog and we can did that together. #happy ;D

I can't find a way to express myself to you anymore.

I'm sorry. Kinda sorry. I know, i have messy up your life. u dont lik it. i know that. I'm selfish. You dont like me to be too sticky with you. U liked ur new collage life , and i should distrub that much. Honestly, I've use to the life which occupied you. every night, without ur cal, i cant found a good position to sleep. I'm just dont why this will happened to me.  I've used to it. inside my heart, there was lots of things that i wanting to ask you. either you're fine or you're happy. Every night, i will miss. it had became a natural phenomena to me. talking phone with you at night was a need to me. but, you dont realize that, besides it was just a 'distrub' for u i think. I dunno who to talk to. I felt lonely honestly.i know i got a boyfriend. but we are far apart. not distance but mentally. I want to touch ur heart, wanting to see what is inside there. But u never try to touch my heart, never ever want to know what is inside there. And i, couldnt find any way to talk with u anymore. The decision being together was a wrong again to me. i regreted. i scared! i scare u will just throw me aside as u like. ignore me. neglect me. But what i can do? I'm stupid, i cant bear myself to even have a night without you. Thus, i get the result like this. I'm still child, I want to be a child. wanting to pamper with you days and nights. Hoping that you'll love care me, and let you know, I'm always wanting to be a child inside your heart.